Well...this ist just...something...ignore it....I just found out that my boyfriend can't come to me this week...
We haven't seen us yet (he lives in Germany) and last week he wrote me a message that he could visit me from thursday evening to saturday. Today he found out that there is a little problem: He works as a vendor in a bakery and his boss told him that he will have to work the rest of the week too. That means...I can't see him : /
And the next possible date for a meeting is after christmas....I can't believe it didn't worked out...somehow it never works when we want to meet us.
I'm just some kind of sad now once again. Sometimes it can be pretty hard to have a long distance relationship.....
Listening to: God with grenades-Brusies and bitemarks
Reading: Es ist schwer ein Gott zu sein
Playing: Killing Floor